sunday AUG 23 2009/Grandkids

hello,just going tru my laptop ,well today i got con into baby sitting my grandson which he loves ,grand kids are an extension of your sons that is why the love for them is very different than your own child at this stage of the game we kn ow more on raising a child because the mistakes we did as Parents, we wont do as grandparents or so we want to think sh,,,,,quiet let me think that! OK is just incredible the amount of love we could still give to those Little people but at the same time you have to be strict with them so the parents wont think we are soft(hum,,,,,hum,,).Is just so much fun,tiring,exhausting and rewarding.we tend to make it up to the grand kids(mistakes with our child's)the only part i dislike is the good bye`s to much crying ,drama from the gran kids especially girls they are so manipulating even at that age(in the girls D.N.A)the boys the always trying to get your approval which i always give into both.It`s funny my kids would tell me "Dad please don't do this don't do that!"and i always say OK your are so right,that my friends is called reverse pshycology.I thank God that i have been able to enjoy this short years with them ,very precious years.And at the same time you want to inject them with the ideal of family traditions,values,love and knowledge ,you see we as adults have to teach them traditions,values of family because like i wrote many times before is all we have as a unit to give it to them for the years ahead.Me as grandparent would not let nobody use me or my grand kids for personal gain,i say that because there are a lot of parents man and woman that use their kids to get to the other parent or grandparents which i find it very poor taste,very stupid and ignorant.We as adult have to stress the important of family traditions ,values ,honesty even if it hurts..is funny sometime your parents their great grand parents will try to correct me and my answer would be ,"you had your chance know let try mines"well family write to you later i hope this would be of some help to anyone reading that really cares about their family and grand kids i know we do,love and kisses
October,2,2009

Well i have been tru a series of events in the last month that if i did not have my great gran kids i would not have a piece of mind and would have been difficult to go tru it,but thanks for gran kids again .They are the only pure beings in this planet/how can a human zero on kids i would never comprehend it but don`t fuck with mine because i will go the distance if you know what i mean,cause they can`t defend themselves,now i understand the love my grandparents have for me is unique and wonderful,i am all for them,my wife is the one that really deals with them and i enjoy every second of it you see we are 50+ right now so we still could keep up with them is fun,,,,but i want to be able to give equal time to all so please children no more gran kids thanks for the ones you already gave me.Dad & Mom
10/11/09
Hi,today is football day in Pa,i have my gran daughter with us in the house,i am fixing bathroom sink & faucet ,painting bathroom beige & gray (light )looks good so i decided to take a day off i will continue in Columbus day .The Angels & Boston game is on angels are 1 run down right now Rivera just had a RBI single for the Angels in the top of the 8Th 2outs Izturus hitting,the pick off runner at first for the 3rd out.This is the kind of Sunday i am having in h arrest,i get lonely do,i am still waiting for the monitor to call today it has not happen right now is 3:00 o`clock pm and no calls.This week we have to call the "snake" to his office to inquire about some money ha think i owe him,what a joke this MF is.15,000 +11,000 =26,000+______________=i think i am 40,000 in debt all together. hopefully i will take care of it in the next years
10/13/09

hello,today is Tuesday and i am baby sitting my gran kids which is always fun & interesting ,is a very how would i explain this that it could make sense,the level of love for them is unreal ,so far i have4 gran & 2 of my son girlfriend which they claimed we are their grandparents ,what to do ?is fun even my father is in awe about the kids,sometimes i feel a little jealousy from him.But is not in his D N A to love and care for kids at that level,he wasn`t tough this so he don`t know how to.My h arrest is a little more easy due to them,i just need to get work because financially is not happening for me ,i have so many bills and money owed to different people i don`t know if i am going to be able to pay everything.I just hope i won`t loose my home that`s one of the things that matter the most,

11/14/09

HI,today is Saturday gran kid day in my world,is very hectic around here on sat,sun,but fun.I am very grateful of what and how many gran kids i have,thank you LORD for the blessings among the failures that i have along the years that i have been sharing this earth with humanity,is very humbling having little ones that look up to you,everything you do or say is taken to their heart with a lot of belief so we have to remember it and don`t disappoint this precious gift to us. In their eyes Grandpa is the enforcer and Grandma is the strict but lenient so i guess you get the idea of how we play our roles and belief we enjoy it to the max,i hope some people with issues along this lines could read my blogs on FAMILY TRADITIONS so i could share some knowledge ,when your days are so f-up that we loose focus on our goals we could always go back to our brain memory and laught at the shit we do with our Grandkids and don`t get me wrong at times i have to be an a -hole because it gets a little out of hand and that`s when i become the Enforcer .I am a recovering addict and this humble`s me a lot and is healthy