Today is one of decision days,we have to tell my mother in law the recent developments on my sister in law health ,and we don`t know how she as a mother is going to take it because her health,but we went ahead and deliver the news she took it very well and it didn`t surprised us!.Now about my sis in law she is doing very well the Dr`s put a simple feeding tube on her nose
to at least give her the chance fight with dignity with out take the DNR off.She has being doing good considering her health ,we are very optimistic & realistic about the turn of events they could change in a moment notice ,so that is were we at right now ,see ya in a while,,,,,, Today is 9/25/09 my sister in law is with our maker,i ,she is well received since she suffered a lot while in life ,she was a recipient of abusive relationships twice and due to this she had low self steam,she leaves 2 kids or better yet young adults(18,13,m,f)her latest companion is the biggest bastard yet,he helped her destruction tru drug addiction & mental abuse ,for years we would call to her home and she would tell us that everything is ok and we would ask again and it was always the same response so there we knew something was wrong,,,it goes like this: he wouldn`t let her talk to her cousins ,sisters ,brothers and in return he would tell her "your family don`t care for you",why we didn`t do anything? we tried!!!,we called,ask her to come to Pa,family get together and many more things to no avail and it sucks!.She died of pulmonary complications due to a heavy crack addiction for years,now all this came out now
why now? well now she`s dead and she can`t defend herself but by the looks of it her husband help in enabling her,lying to her ,brainwashing her,he is a very sick puppy and he will have to answer to the maker of us someday.Well i don't want to make excuses for a lot of things ,but when you are purposely kept out in the loop is very difficult to help and GOD knows we wanted to do just that,we went as far as to bring 1 of her kids with us and we still didn`t now to what extend this damage was done,so for that i am sorry.She was a very beautiful girl its a shame ,just blowing of some steam!
October 2,2009
well she finally is an a better place than where she was,husband was a fraud this son of a bitch always kept her away from us even do she was an adult it did happen like that,i have been told that people that are abused either mentally or physically will withdraw from the family and for that we feel bad,he gives us a bed taste in our mouths,the lies,deceipt,games,stealing from her not only her dignity but her well being and for that he has to pay in his death bed when that time comes.Thank God she got to see all her family members and spoke to the majority before she started going into death mode,at the end this MF claimed he had no money and played the whole family!how can you sleep at night you piece of shit!,there is GOD an i trust he will take care of you MF....
11/18/09
Hi ,again i am writing about death one way or another,well my Nephew got shot by an teenage bullet with no regard to life what so ever MY NEPHEW WAS 19 YEARS OLD! why? one would ask,it`s baffling it`s not fair not even having a chance to live in your country with fear the war i understand you are told be careful with friendly fire and hostile,he was a great kid of course not perfect but who is?Felix was his name shot in new york just hours after another shooting the day before and 4 hours from the last which another young man of 17 years shot 3 more people hurting all 3 people and shooting a girl on the head,my nephew got it in the chest and the face fatally. Young people please be very aware with your friends and their disputes with other young men`s, unfortunally testasterone are flying high and reasoning is non existing and the end result is DEATH or taking someone life by accident but nonetheless is a life that is gone with out having a chance to choose which path you want to take(the victim),i dont have an idea of how many guns are out there.In the short term, guns should have a way of getting in our kids hands,can a system be deployed that guns could be accounted (universally)for and maybe some life`s be spared from a bullet.Something or someone got have an protocol towards weapons or a lot of innocent kids and human`s are going to heaven at a young age,,,,,,,like they say nothing is done till it happens to you,let`s bring attention to it.elacua1@gmail.com
to at least give her the chance fight with dignity with out take the DNR off.She has being doing good considering her health ,we are very optimistic & realistic about the turn of events they could change in a moment notice ,so that is were we at right now ,see ya in a while,,,,,, Today is 9/25/09 my sister in law is with our maker,i ,she is well received since she suffered a lot while in life ,she was a recipient of abusive relationships twice and due to this she had low self steam,she leaves 2 kids or better yet young adults(18,13,m,f)her latest companion is the biggest bastard yet,he helped her destruction tru drug addiction & mental abuse ,for years we would call to her home and she would tell us that everything is ok and we would ask again and it was always the same response so there we knew something was wrong,,,it goes like this: he wouldn`t let her talk to her cousins ,sisters ,brothers and in return he would tell her "your family don`t care for you",why we didn`t do anything? we tried!!!,we called,ask her to come to Pa,family get together and many more things to no avail and it sucks!.She died of pulmonary complications due to a heavy crack addiction for years,now all this came out now
why now? well now she`s dead and she can`t defend herself but by the looks of it her husband help in enabling her,lying to her ,brainwashing her,he is a very sick puppy and he will have to answer to the maker of us someday.Well i don't want to make excuses for a lot of things ,but when you are purposely kept out in the loop is very difficult to help and GOD knows we wanted to do just that,we went as far as to bring 1 of her kids with us and we still didn`t now to what extend this damage was done,so for that i am sorry.She was a very beautiful girl its a shame ,just blowing of some steam!
October 2,2009
well she finally is an a better place than where she was,husband was a fraud this son of a bitch always kept her away from us even do she was an adult it did happen like that,i have been told that people that are abused either mentally or physically will withdraw from the family and for that we feel bad,he gives us a bed taste in our mouths,the lies,deceipt,games,stealing from her not only her dignity but her well being and for that he has to pay in his death bed when that time comes.Thank God she got to see all her family members and spoke to the majority before she started going into death mode,at the end this MF claimed he had no money and played the whole family!how can you sleep at night you piece of shit!,there is GOD an i trust he will take care of you MF....
11/18/09
Hi ,again i am writing about death one way or another,well my Nephew got shot by an teenage bullet with no regard to life what so ever MY NEPHEW WAS 19 YEARS OLD! why? one would ask,it`s baffling it`s not fair not even having a chance to live in your country with fear the war i understand you are told be careful with friendly fire and hostile,he was a great kid of course not perfect but who is?Felix was his name shot in new york just hours after another shooting the day before and 4 hours from the last which another young man of 17 years shot 3 more people hurting all 3 people and shooting a girl on the head,my nephew got it in the chest and the face fatally. Young people please be very aware with your friends and their disputes with other young men`s, unfortunally testasterone are flying high and reasoning is non existing and the end result is DEATH or taking someone life by accident but nonetheless is a life that is gone with out having a chance to choose which path you want to take(the victim),i dont have an idea of how many guns are out there.In the short term, guns should have a way of getting in our kids hands,can a system be deployed that guns could be accounted (universally)for and maybe some life`s be spared from a bullet.Something or someone got have an protocol towards weapons or a lot of innocent kids and human`s are going to heaven at a young age,,,,,,,like they say nothing is done till it happens to you,let`s bring attention to it.elacua1@gmail.com
Oh,so much has being going on in my life the last months,tru all my wife and i has optimistic about life and it`s surprises,a lot of the future depends on how i stay focus on the task at hand.My home is on the line ,my freedom,my health,like a counselor told and sumarized it "we have to be selfish with our selves"to stay CLEAN and SOBER ,i work so hard tru my younger years and now is slow motion which i am still trying to get used to,my family has taken a lot of hits of late,we are being tested as a family and as people so far we are staying the course the positive way which i am very proud of!.Now my nephew is a big hit cause my sister in law her health was fragile and we kind of expected it,but this no way!!!!!there are too many guns on young kids hands why? we will never know the answer to it,you as a person look for answers but of course no logic to it.Well tomorrow going to funeral to support my wife her sister and my family is no other way right now Bye.
11/24/09 Came back!
Hi ,today is Tuesday we went to my nephew`s funeral and needless to say the grief was overwhelming for all,the irony is were do we start to get everything or make sense of it ,is a couple of words to grieving enough? or following and doing something on the nephew memory this are things that one has to think for the benefit of moving on and doing the right thing ,well our plans are to bring my sister in law home with us(P.A)so she could at least fullfill his dream of taking his mom out of the city (N.Y.)my mother in law dealt with it in such a way(death)i could not forget to give thanks to all that went and support it our family in this terrible moment of course it always the though of people you have some beef with but we have to put that aside right now and make sure that the shooter gets what he deserves.We know more than we would like to know about what led to his death and we want to follow tru on it.
1/09/2010 another Grimm moment in life of losing a young one to guns.
Friday 1/08/2010 8:00 o`clock in the morning ,another loss of life to guns
this time an 8 year old baby wowwww! he`s only a baby!!!! come on,unfortunately a gun was the culprit to some extend
Today we get all the facts of the accident and with disbelief we sorrow again
the great loss of life at the expense of guns ,trust,lack of judment,responsability and guilt for years to come for the parents that needless to say are at the center of all this.The little young man,which i called with a lot of love "Boogie" he was so loving yet so smart,strong,love sports,very nosey which might have let to all this happening ,is no easy way of trying to explain the un explainable,i for one will remember him for being a great brother,son.nephew,cousin,grandson and an Angel of God that was called to the heavens with out a warning from the maker,so with all this said,WE LOVE YOU "BOOGIE" FOR EVER IT WILL BE,,,,,
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